Yet more family drama

I'm going to keep this short because not only am I sure that you all are tired of reading about it, I am tired of talking about it.

Last night I received a myspace email from my oldest sister, she titled it to all her sisters but the entire letter was about the situations she and I are in, so basically it was her passive aggressive way of attacking me, once again. She basically stated that she's tired of walking on eggshells around me, she thinks we should all just get along for our kids sake and our parents sake and that I should look in the mirror because its not her, its me. I didn't reply, I have no words for her that would change anything, that is obvious. I wish she didn't have to walk on eggshells around me but in order for her to not do that she would have to learn how to be respectful of others and to not be so selfish and insensitive. That goes for the little sister as well. When all this shit started around Christmas time I decided then that I would no longer just let all the crap they dish out go away. They're mad that I am actually standing up for myself for once. They can't push me around anymore. I won't let it and they don't know how to deal with it. My response to that is "Learn how to deal with it or learn how to treat people with respect!" Doesn't seem like such a hard task to accomplish but for them it apparently is. I will not say that to them because it will do no good, that's pretty damn obvious. They don't see themselves as the problem, they think they can do no wrong, I think otherwise. I have to love them because they are family, I don't have to like them and because of their actions, I don't. I've never disrespected them, I just simply stopped putting up with their crap.

So anyway, onto better things! I had another u/s yesterday that went great! Got to see our little man and he's doing wonderfully! They got the pics of his heart that they didn't get at our 20wk scan because he was being a little booger and had himself curled into a ball facing my spine. Right away they got the pics they needed so the rest of the u/s was just watching him, I got to see him yawn and stretch... that was just too cute! Its just the most awesome thing getting to see what he's doing, I feel him moving everyday but getting not feel and see the movements at the same time is just amazing! Since everything looks so great this will likely be my last u/s. Unless I measure large toward the end of my pregnancy, which I did with both boys so there's a good chance I will again! I hope so, Mark didn't get to make it to this appt so it would be nice to have one last u/s so that he can attend it as well, especially since this is most likely our last baby.

You may also notice that that I'm referring to the baby as "the baby" or "little man" because I don't think I like Brady anymore! I know I know... I need to make up my mind!! Mark is happy about that, he never really liked Brady. I wish he would be honest with me for once and tell me what he does and does not like! When I said Brady all he said was that it was better than my other choices and to chose whatever I wanted. He never gives me any reasonable idea's, he'll say things like Clifford, Heathcliff, Fielding, Fritz...etc. Names you give to animals not babies! He's totally joking, he just doesn't have any legitimate suggestions so he tries to be funny about it. His mother thinks I need to let him have the say in this baby since I chose Carter and Nolan's name. If Mark had any reasonable suggestions I would, he doesn't. I'm back to liking Sawyer and Wesley again, more so Sawyer but I really don't know. This is just so frustrating, I knew what I wanted to name Nolan before he was even conceived, I wish it was the same for this baby, at this rate his permanent name is going to end up being Little Man!