A week from today...

My baby will be 4! I can't believe how fast time has flown by. He's a little person now, he carries on a conversation, can tell me what he wants and needs, has likes and dislikes, he's so smart, and he's growing like a weed! I can't believe how tall he is, definitely does not take after his mama! He comes up to my boobs already, of course I'm only 5ft on a good day, but still! He's going to trump me before he makes it out of kindergarten! Speaking of kindergarten, he starts pre-k in August. Every time I think about that it makes me so sad, I want to home school him but I truly don't think I could teach him better than what he would get at public school. The thought of not having him here with me every day like he has been for the last 4 years just completely tears me apart. Its only from 9-12 M-F but those 3 hours of the day are special to me. He really loves MMO though, he calls that school, he begs to go every morning but we can only go a few days a week, and that's another thing that makes me sad, he loves MMO so much, now he's going to have to go to a new school. I really need to stop thinking so much about all of this, I know he'll adjust fine, guess maybe its harder on me since I'm so hormonal these days.